You know the phrase “if only i was half the person she is” ? It is Normally a phrase that is used when admiring someone who seems to motivate or inspire you. Well i used to look at these first three photos on the left and wish i was HALF the person..literaly. Different way of using that expression huh lol? But It was so depressing and even thinking about it makes me sick. Now going through old photos make me feel even more motivated and inspires me to keep going.